Coexistance

After going through yet multiple loops of void, things that I do not understand causing grief and sorrow. When it is quiet and nothing prevents the mind to start marvelling about this life. All started with the single syndrome. It seems four years passed since university and I have not had any serious relationship. Now a 24 years old, I wonder how life would be if I agreed to gave it a try to some gentlemen I came across before. Life is too cold at the moment, I find it hard to exist alone yet where can I find someone? All the good ones seem to be taken away already.

The time will fly quickly again, I need to make the best of it. I worked like a slave 17 hours a day as software engineer since uni. It is possible to keep oneself busy forever and be awaken when little sand left in the hourglass. Though I strongly desire otherwise...

I wish...

Shooter

I just came back watching the Shooter with two friends. A disturbing movie if one thinks deeply about it, yet it is crap if one sees storyline as an important factor. At the end nobody really knows the truth. The truth is only what each individual perceives it to be. In the movie, each does the thing according to own judgement and it is clearly shown how many loopholes in security system of this world. All are brought down to the fact that human is imperfect.

As an individual, I can see myself as in the middle of uncomfortable position and has to face big decision. Everyone has own calling to life tailored to best suit the individual. Career-wise and relationship-wise, they are in the mind. Truly there is no real answer and nobody is able to help me to decide. All I can do now is dump this thoughts here and continue my study for MCTS and the upcoming Finance course. At this point, those are the best I can do.